Exhausted

I played squash with 2 old teammates today after work. The game was good, and I kept beating them since I came back this time. It really takes a lot more to play in such a humid condition. But it is not the cause of the exhaustion. I am exhausted inside out. I only want to go to bed early tonight, but I need to stay up late to wait for email from the US.

Sigh.. Maybe it is the troubling visa application procedures. Maybe I am tired of taking all the responsibility on my own all the time. Maybe I don't have a person who is willing to listen to me. Maybe it is simply the M period.


Marilyn Batte is an oil painter based in Ontario, Canada.