Rages
It took me plenty of effort to sort things out and put it out here. I have never been so surged with rages. I felt like I wanted to cry and punch someone really hard at the same time on my way back home tonight. Fuck!
I used to be really calm. My ex used to complain me being deprived of strong feeling to everything. I do now. Thanks to her and the last few years when I picked up lots of American temper and mentality. Now I believe that things never happen if you don't push for it. And if you know me well enough, you know I only feel angry on myself - I am angry usually because I am not being measured up to my own expectations. Well... I think the one who knows me best is forgetting what I use to be.
I think I am having too much energy to spare here. My friends say I am getting hyper-active. Yes, I am having trouble to slow down my mind and I want to get occupied. I want to learn Thai Boxing.
7 comments:
Reading from your blog, never feel that you are a calm person. Hope you are doing well with your struggles and frustrations. Sometimes, when we truly love ourselves, we will be filled with love to love others.
Just my 2 cents.
All the best.
Dear,
I had a really peaceful mind before last June. I started this blog because I found myself getting into trouble and wanted to vent it off. I love myself and people who I care a lot. Maybe I am just going after things that are unreachable for the moment. I appreciate very much for your care. I know I can do better.
Actually there is a very good talk what I would like to share with you. Mind to listen to it when you have time ? Hope you would enjoy it as much as I do.
http://talks.hknewage.com/SUN20070204/
Cheers...
Thanks a lot. I have not listened to the clips but I have read the story about this Anita Moorjani. I am greatly touched. I believe that there are multiple dimensions that are not accessible by us, and those dimensions may reside what people call "supernatural" phenomena. It is good to know that there is a reason to keep the faith that "love is all around".
So, will you listen to it ? Please do, if you have time.
Cheers...
Sure. I will download them to my ipod and listen to them when I commute to work.
Great ~ Looking forward for your sharing in your blog after you finish.
Have a wonderful day ~
Cheers......
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